hey everyone! what's up What's up?

Everyone this is Andrew Garfield. to hold your own composure in the presents of Robert Redford and still shine, he is the one, the next to become the great actor for OSCAR. He have the look, the querks, and the charm. Truly, He's not Brad Pitt, but He is one great actor to watch. trust me.

Isn't Kaka look as nice as Christiano, ya He is , you you are not capturing him straight from the front. He's face catchs the right light when it's angle 15 degree from left or right, but to have 180 degree dead on front is not really that good. cos he have quite a wide nose. so here goes feast on the soccer frenzy. coming up next would be some candy with great bodies some grea eyes, some really can become great model like travis wolfe, he is non-other than the quitensensual internet gallery discovered model, they have the right face, the right eyes and body, easily attracted millions of ladies, Erm.... and gents to their knees. so guys take in this, one of them mayb the next top model.


Some already are, well, Sean may disagree with me that he just want to be an actor. but Sean Faris is really the right model for are lot of label, If you just look at it, he got the right look, the right bod and the right attitude. I am awaiting his new work.

This Week Is Cool!

I don't know why, though I don't really write a lot on this blog, but everytime I actually Wrote something It felt Liberating, mayb It's because It's me Closeted Feeling and I get to put them all inside this blog, Here's some Eye Candy for this week.
You may not know the person in the picture above, He's a dancer I saw on a show called Dancelife. It's a great show. the first time that a show that really show Y dancer have their own life and passion and why they are into the whole dancing "thing". and Kenny Wormald ss his name, nope he's not gay and dating ashley of the Pussy Cat Dolls. I hopw they are going to stick together forever cos they look just right together.

Here's something I'd like to say to Kenny, Kenny the way you dance is wicked, though you can dance about any kind of Style that is choreograph by others but your own Choreograph are very much your own style and not much people can really take the style and turn them into their own, unlike Blake, his style is BAllet and Flip Flop,s which is out of this world yet still be able to be a spectacular in the mainstream, yet your style is a the old style breakdance mix with a smooth flow of styl, which is a bit contradicting to mix both style, it could be as the new style of R & B, yet the style ain't suitable for big body nor a person with too small a build. the bigger the person be the flow won't be able to be as smooth nor do too small the break won't see any impact, that's y it's pretty hard to sell and choreograph like that. Have you ever thought about show the various moves you've got and can be choreograph to other ppl style really, if you can show that then it'd be nice. I wish you all the best. By the way, your's MTV editing style are totally wicked, you've ever thought about taking up a real movie editing job?

well, what' up for this month? preparing for the Holiday? searching for parties to go to?

Week of Surprise!

My mom came over the other day a stay at my aunt house. I'm going to scope over this evening. I don't know myb it's a good thing and may not. but i find that I'm deep in my own mind, not really planning anything to go out with her. just want to stay at home and just chit chat a bit.



Enough about my mom. (Of course she don't know sho i really am.)



This week are week full of surprises, from the TV I mean. I have Tivo most of the TV show. Like Kyle XY and Supernatural and Criminal Minds and Smallville. all of my old and new favourite like Gossip Girl and Reaper.
I love them all.

and I find that after there is internet there's plenty of space for a lot of unexpected things. Like my study on "The Secret" have now led me to Bob Doyle and a book called A Happy Pocket Full Of Money.

And I find all these amazing Person.

did anyone of you know that Matt Dalles have some charity going on the side while in his busy acting life.

Actually when you look at it, TV drama acting have a schedule, pretty organized really, just that It's 24/7 kinda job. you get time of when the story don't have your role in it. but you want to be in every episode.


So Still it's a job that consume time. so whatever charity they did I mean to me is great. as i am before this, I've done no charity at all and i have a 9-5 job. so that says a lot.

well, besides that It's agreat place to meet ppl too. some say that the person you met online isn't really who they are in real life. but on the other hand I think a lot of ppl reveal their inner self in the internet than they would in "reality". so the question is which one is real?
The Answer to that I think is both isn't it? when the identity online is identify with a physical being, It's real. and If not connected, It's by it self is as real as the spiritual being of the person. Just like reality, what you didn't say doesn't mean it's not you. nor does it means anything when you say it. so the cutting point is how other actually look at the matter. and how they percieve it. that makes a lot
of different when 2 person are with the same other.

Enough Philosophy, It's a thanksgiving day. and I wish all have time to g back and spend some quality time with their family, and for those who is not I hope you'll find someone worthy to spend it with and here I send you a bunch of eye candy as my greatest gift this holiday. Enjoy

Moies, Movies Guys and Girls

I've review some of the greatest movie yet to come.

First Up, August Rush, one of the greatest love story I'll ever recommand someone to watch.It's not Chuicky, nor Macho. Just right for the whole family to watch and experience life as lovers, parents and son. Great family Drama with a Big-Heart filled with Love.Next up would be, I am Legend. I know there's plenty of Zombie movie out there. but It ain't getting any better than watching Will Smith in a action movie with a twist. I like the idea of world ends in this film. very sound of thunder but better.

Another movie I recommand anyone to watch this year is Black Irish, Great movie. Filled With Faith and Love and great family drama. Michael Angarano acting is so mesmerizing that he is definitely in the same league and Emile and Shia. Year End is always a family movie time. so don't fight them, join them, It's warm your heart always.Of course there'll be quite a few thriller as well.the coming thriller besides I am Legend is "Jumper", you'd want to get that one. Christensen matching up with Jamie Bell. Again 2 of the brightest new star. you can't get any better than these 2 in the same film.

then there come a movie so disturb, even the movie deep thinker would get sick on this one. It's like getting high without the drugs. I always love Antony Hopkins and his vision. there's no one like him definitely. He is the legend for me. so the movie is called "SlipStream" but you'd want to be prepare to get shocked. cos you've never seen a movie like this trust me.

Well, Thriller, Drama aside, there's always some great comedy, and sorry guys, I dun always like the no brainer type. so If you are in for some light smart comedy you'd get this pitch. Imagine when you kill yourself, what will your afterlife be...... what if you are stuck in the same world and life, only now you cannot kill yourself again......... what a ingeniuos plot HAHA

well, calling all dance junkie, Step Up is back and getting on to the street. I know most of you will say what's the different with You've got Served? well, mayb non, but it's always fun to have a dance movie that's suits your taste every year. and you can catch a Cameo of Channing on this one.

That's not all, last but not least, there's the every so majestic movie like Elizebeth: the Golden Age or The Colden Compass, a follow up in the tradition of Fantacy movie trend per year. Oh there's this one querky movie that's about Bob Dylan called "I’m Not There". the thing about it is that, you dun see bod dylan in this one but you get 5 -6 actors that's great playing him. believe me, all 5 of them should get a Oscar for their perfomance.

Then at the end there's always the Documentary of the year awards. always overlooked but any movie goers, but guys this is as close you get on reality without risking your own life. cos the movie maker have risk it for you. There's the so star studed "Darfur Now." I'm 100% supporter of any humanitary event. A bit sad that the Live 8 didn't get the Hype we have 11 years back. but still we are living in the same world and believe me no matter how you want to hide and ignore or don't bother, the whole universe is connected simply because we are in the same space together, you can't run or hide. so Accept it.

Oh! one more Documentary thatcatch my eyes is Sharkwater. It's the prefect example to the line "you'll get more than what you expected!". a tale of a film maker that want to tell the tales about shark and instead he gets the reaction that the whole world usually give to foreign idea or object....... You'll see what i meant when you watch the movie. how the world, the people, the fisherman, the goverment reacted. It's like another Micheal Moore in the making...... HAHA

As for DVD, there's the usual Christmas release of Summer Blockbuster. I've already got Fantastic 4, Transformer and 300, now there's Harry Potter and Ratatouille. the rest will follow up soon.

but besides the new DVD coming out. I think if you haven't have this few you should go out and get it. "Dance with Me" great dance movie with great comedy and romance. Girls would love this one.then there's Finding Forrester, I think this is the biggest slip out of 2000, great acting and great Chemistry doesn't comes better than Sean Connery and Rob Brown. Speaking of Rob Brown you could catch him in "take the lead" too. Great inspirational movie for the teens. Another great dance movie is Save the Last Dance. Julia Stile at her best besides Mona Lisa Smile.

Oh! to go a bit deeper into my vault, there's still one more movie I haven't got myself. which is Meet Joe Black. Anthony Hopkins and Brad Pitt at their Best (same with Legends of the Fall). Brad Pitt looks even better on this one. but Handsome face a side, it's just great fun to watch him acting with Sir Anthony, it's like the best sword fight you'll ever see your whole life, they are so cunning and graceful. Sir Anthony is Brilliant without being a bad ass this time, just the perfect gentleman and father, and Brad is the perfect picture of Death at His best. and of course those that have seen it in the Cinema always remember the long-winded Dialogue without any accompany of music. Well, with DVD you can with the lighting better and a cup of coffee will help you enjoy this perfect Scripted Film. I will say this is one of the best Script I've ever seen in ages in Movies.

And If you are into the whole British humor thing, you should catch up with the runaway hit of the year from the east of the Atlantic, "Mrs Henderson Present", you get plenty plenty of great English humor there. And I must say. It's the prefect Script to be converted into a broadway Drama too. just another great acting from Dame Judi Dench, no doubt. and the ever so funny Bob Hoskins.Speaking of the Dame, you might want to catch another side of her with Maggie Smith in "Lady in Lavender", that's what I call an actor. You dun get more diverse role than those that dame Judi Dench got. non-of-those hollywood glamour non-sense. those is what actor should be like, devoted to the art at the highest talent and honor. Learn from this hollywood. Create Talent not celebrity, they can only last for so long and the maintainance fee is so high it's a crap. why not do another Harry Potter and like the Actor deal with the press himself like Daniel Radcliffe? Get what i mean?

O.K. then that should be all for today. Good day at the Movies and come back to me next week.

Eye Candy of the week

feast your eye at all these beautiful ppl. there are the ordinary, the celebrity.

Sorry for not writting more this week. I'm kinda busy with my own stuff. also working on one of my short story. Here Goes:

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"Alexander!" shout a sandy and mild lady's voice. "Come here! I want you to meet Silvia." "My heart been beating so hard I can hardly hide it. I've been looking over at her since she walk into te home this morning. Stupid me, I've been trying to avoid walking to her, why do I want to give Mrs. Cliffwood her medicine now."

"My dear Silvia, this is Alex, he is the such a sweetheart here. We all adore him. He have been volunteering here since 15 years old. So he's been here for a long time. you can learn from him"

With a jolt, Miss Kimberly hush Silvia over to shake Alex's hands.

"Hi, nice to meet you, I'm Alex. Now don't be scared by these ladies, they just like to joke with the new guy or girl here. Yeah! anything you need just call me!"

"O.K. I think she didn't feel anything."

"God He's just so cute, I can't believe that Miss Kimberly make me do this."

"Alex, can you get us four Gals out to the lake. I want to see the sunset"

"Sure, Let me grab some blanket for you all."

Miss Teffy nudge Silvia and whisper to her ears,"Isn't he heartbreaking? If I'm 50 years younger I'd have already knock him in my room.""that didn't stop you from locking him in your room, and making him read you those silly letter you wrote to yourself everyday anyway." exclaim Mrs Yonder. Laughs everyone in the room.

"Alright now, let me push Miss Teffy and Kimberly and you'll take Mrs Yonder."

"O.K. "Mrs Kimberly tap softly on Alex's hand while he's pushing her out with Silvia and Mrs. Yonder.

After they were all out on the side of the lake, Alex makes sure that all of them have blenkets covering themselves and went back inside and make a pot of hot tea for them.

"You kids can wait at the tree at the hill top for us till the sun fully set. Thanks Alex. this would be all."

"O.K. You ladies enjoy."

Without realizing any awkwardness, Alex grab Silvia hand and they march up the hill to the old willow and sat at the base. Silvia blushes all the way, hoping that Alex does not realize the very same race of heart beat Alex is feeling himself now. "You must pardon their manace, after living here for so long, they are a bit straight forward, don't be frighten, they mean no harm."

"I........'m fine. they are nice ladies."

Alex chatted with Silvia through out the whole evening, a couple of laughter would come out once in a while, as the sun sets into the horizon of the lake, painted the sky and lake with bright oranage, salmon red and lavander.

Alex looks at the ladies and felt a shiver from Silvia. "Silly me, Forgot to take another blanket for you." Alex took off his sweater, revealing the wife beater he is wearing inside and cover Silvia. Silvia refuse and not wanting Alex to catch cold and so instead Alex cover the both of them with it with an arm over Silvia's shoulder, pulling Silvia Closer to him. "Here, this way we'll be warmer."

As they sat there skin to skin, Silvia can't resist to look into the orange sunlight reflected in Alex's gorgeous blue eyes. "What? Anything on my face?" Alex ask.

"No" Silvia blushed. Holding Silvia's hand in his trying to get them warm, he can feel his heart beating in great harmonious with Silvia's fast beating heart, Like a great symphony.

without any word they look into each other 's eyes and as the sun set at the last minute into the lake, they kiss softly, the warm breath coming from each other warming the face and heart and throughout their whole body.

"Alex, Let's head back inside, It's getting cold here!"

"Alright! Coming!" Alex stopped and yell back to Mrs Yonder.

They look at each other, both blushing a bit of red on the cheek and start walking back towards the lady, covered together with the sweater down the hill. Alex can't wipe his smile off his face the whole way.

This Book I'm in "The Secret"

The More I got into the Whole Law Of Attraction thing the more That I'm happy about my life.
You know the feeling when you are in some kinda dilemma. I have that feeling before, with work with life, to a point of even depression, but as I'm promised to myself that I'd not kill myself no matter how hard that life gets I've forced myself to meet the problem head on.
Yet the Law of Attraction makes it simple for me. the situation still the same, and the ppl still treat me the same. but I am happier, much happier than before. because I see everything in a positive way. and everything just seem illuminated to me. and when some ppl did say something bad or negative to me. I am so in the bubble of my happiness that I simply forget or blocked them out or can't really get the any of it at all. I am Happy.
I think everyone should have a try. It makes life so much easier. and I'm lost at least 10 pound for the past month. I can see the conture of my leg and thigh muscle now.
The sky seldom rain on me now. and money is flowing in...... by the day.
I'm Happy. so for those of you looking for an alternative perspective to life. positive thinking mayb the answer. It works for Drew Barrymore. so i see no reason y ppl wouldn't try something that actually improves life's Quaity.

So For a Life full of positive and great things. Especially for a closetted Gay they have it hard in thier life. I wish you all good luck and be free and happy soon.

This Book I'm in "The Secret"

The More I got into the Whole Law Of Attraction thing the more That I'm happy about my life.
You know the feeling when you are in some kinda dilemma. I have that feeling before, with work with life, to a point of even depression, but as I'm promised to myself that I'd not kill myself no matter how hard that life gets I've forced myself to meet the problem head on.
Yet the Law of Attraction makes it simple for me. the situation still the same, and the ppl still treat me the same. but I am happier, much happier than before. because I see everything in a positive way. and everything just seem illuminated to me. and when some ppl did say something bad or negative to me. I am so in the bubble of my happiness that I simply forget or blocked them out or can't really get the any of it at all. I am Happy.
I think everyone should have a try. It makes life so much easier. and I'm lost at least 10 pound for the past month. I can see the conture of my leg and thigh muscle now.
The sky seldom rain on me now. and money is flowing in...... by the day.
I'm Happy. so for those of you looking for an alternative perspective to life. positive thinking mayb the answer. It works for Drew Barrymore. so i see no reason y ppl wouldn't try something that actually improves life's Quaity.

So For a Life full of positive and great things. Especially for a closetted Gay they have it hard in thier life. I wish you all good luck and be free and happy soon.

Monday Delayed!

Sorry everyone for the delays. I was in a really bad mood in the weekend and almost hospitalize out of exhaustion! so here goes.

The Monday Blues is Gone though.

HAPPY HELLOWEEN Everyone!

Hope that the Holiday is treating everyone well, and my best wishes for those in the San Diego L.A. Area, Good health and God Speed the Extinguishment of the Fire.

Whatsup for the past few days. J.T. Started his tour again from Australia, being his very Sexy self. now there's a statement that without being naked You can be Sexy too.

And anyone following one of the hittest show this season. Gossip Girl? God the ppl inside is just sizzling Hot. and It's like O.C. all over again, only this time it's in New York.

Of cors I won't forget to Post in you Eye Candy for the week. Enjoy Everyone!

Photographer of the Week!!

I just thought that this artist/ photographer is simply brilliant. I hope that the US can get some one as young and energetic. All the photo that he capture just releases all the teenager rebellious angst and appropriately display the subject desire to break free.
so for young Actor or actresses like Zac Efron and Hayden Panettiere or Hayden Christensen, they ought to let this artist paint the perfect image for you.
His picture is editorial beatiful, energetic yet present the subject is a very natural and brilliant light. their Anger, their young-ness just radiate, and yet it's not rebelously intimidating.
so this week i recon this is the very Artist to look out for.

Gay=Sex Addicts?!!! Days of my life

This is an outrageous Claim Ain't it? A gay may not be a sex addict. Yea, they love sex, they like to look at guys but didn't all girls are the same too?

I mean the stereotype and the misconception are just plain stupid.

Gay are human too. Whatever a girl feel towards a guy that's probably the same way that gays are reacting to guys.

and as for the homophobic part, I just hope that people would just let go of all the non-sense. what's there to fear? I don't see a healthy Gay person actually can harm another person more than any girl that learn martial art. So what's wrong then?

I have these Colleague here in my working place, they keep saying it's nothing if you are gay... yeah alright, but your face didn't seem to agree with you B***h. and then there's the two-face tecnic, Hi here and the turn on the back and say what a Fag?! I've been seeing this since the day I set out to explore my sexuallity and those SOB and B***hes just a pain in the Ass man. HAHA!

Having this big big concept on your personality when they realize that you MAYB a Homo. and then straight away gear into over drive and acting all fake and strange in front of you. even when they are the people that you know for ages.

and straight away you know who's your friend are.

It's just hard to change a person, some people will accept you as you are, and some just simply fix you in a character and then start chipping your soul away and then dump you in a pit until rot to death.

well, I hope and wishes, that "the secret" is right. I'll pray on the giving God and almighty for the strength to move on and let go and live free of my soul......

P.S. here's a picture of someone that looks almost like the guy in Aquamarine. I have a glance of him when the cable show the movie last week. Yeah I know it's a total chicFlick, I didn't usually watch this kinda movie either. Just happen so that day there nothing on and I haven't watch that. Oh! one more movie that's so meaningful is Walkout. I can't believe that I missed that one in the pass. I think i'll go and find "freedom writter" and more of this kind of movie afterwards. All Latino know your history, watch Walkout.

You'll notice that my blog is a bit short lately, that's because I've been having this sleeping disorder problem for ages and can't seem to get a grip of the real reason behind it. so My brain can't think when i'm so sleep deprive.

well, today I'll just end here. Mayb I'll write a longer piece next time.

Hottest Termometer for up and coming Teen Idol!!

Here is the termometer for teenage Idol.

All of the feature idol here are all hot properties in Hollywood or going to be

Enjoy!!

http://www.teenidols4you.com/

Monday Blues!? Why not come some Eye Candy! SWEET Jesus!

It seems to me that the world's obsession with all the new teen sansation is a bit overwhelming. Wonder how the teens idols actually feels with paparazzi following them around all the time. I meanhave you since the snap of Zac Efron lately? or Miley Cyrus? But on the other hand. After all of the previous teenage sensation like N'Sync and Backstreet Boys or Hanson got married and got older. there's a huge void waiting to be filled by a new batch of blood. So here comes the new Disney Mickey Mouse "Brady Bunch". Besides Chris Brown and Ryhanna dominating the Darker side of the half moon, the whiter side of it now are filling up, by the oh so-sensational Miley Cyrus, and the Jonas Brothers. Though their Style of singing isn't really my kind of taste. but non-the-less I know why the teens raging hormon just overflow and pour towards those cute faces. and Hayden Panettiere that's the Julia Roberts of 16. Well, she actually got more famous than Julia Roberts at the same age. But as the story goes, let's hope the teens in the lime light can handle the flash light better than all of those predecessor of their kind.

** Brandon Kneefel are an inspiration. I know there are a lot of ppl who does condemn a homosexuality, but to have the courage to ask the question and provoke idea and debate on the fact of humanity versus freedom and religion are just good enough. I wish you all equality riders all the best